My goals for my future education

Hello everyone. This post is going to be slightly different as it will be all about my goals that I have set and planned myself for the future regarding my education. Now for the past few weeks ive honestly been so super stressed. I worry and tend to overthink a lot about so much it drives me crazy. Sometimes its even so hard for me to go to sleep at night as my brain was all over the place. You see ive always wanted to go to university and get a degree just like all my friends did and this is something that I would love to do in the future and is one of my all time biggest goals. But the things is I havwnt got a clue what to study.

I love creativity. im a very creative person. I draw paint sketch everything and I find it just so calming and relaxing. But the thing is I dont like studying and the write ups analysing of art it just stresses me out and art is supposed to be fun not all stressful. But I am starting art and design A level which im so happy about, Its honestly been such a long process trying to get every just perfect. But right now im on the right track to applying for a uniuversity course and honestly im so proud of myself.

Back in 2019, I didnt know what my future looked like for me. II was a scared, shy, vunerable girl. I had hardly any confidence whatsoever and I was scared so scared of moving forward with my life. My surgery took away everything including my independence my social life. I had to relearn everything all over again and it was the most toughest year that I’ve ever got through but I’m on the right track now and I am so so proud of myself for getting to where I am today. It hasn’t been easy but it’s been a hell of a journey.

Anyway, I went to a school down in Westerham called valence school where I did all of my GCSEs studies. Unfortunately I only passed 2 which were English lit and art but I think that’s pretty good for someone who lost a whole year of school. It was a bit disappointing at first but I’m just glad I gave it a go. I’m going to definitely resit my English language but do you know what’s even more frustrating, I was 1 mark behind a mark. I tried to appeal it but nothing happened really. But yeah like I said I’m definitely going to resit in the future.

Now I know that I annoy everyone about my studies because I keep changing my mind about what I want to study at university. It does just annoy them it annoys me to but I think I’ve finally decided what I want to do. So It was going to be art but over the year I’ve had the worst art experience. The thing is she was very enthusiastic about the course and the lack of guidance and support I had was just horrendous. This has made me rethink everything about studying art and design as a degree. Just recently I’ve been really getting into journalism and media and also content writing which is why I started this blog. To practice my writing skills and become better and better at storytelling and article writing. I have just finished working on my work experience with the marketing team and I loved it! I worked on my article writing my colleges website and honestly it was so good and it made me think a lot about what I wanted to do for my future and it was 100% journalism or something in between journalism and content writing. It took me a long long time to decide but working with the marketing team is something that I could possibly do for a job. I’m still a little unsure but I’m sure everything will figure its self out in the end.

When I first started at my college where I am now I was so unsure about everything like my goals my passions but as soon as I settled in, everything just seemed to start fall into place again. I found my passion and what I like and that’s writing and I’m going to just stick with my gut and my guts telling me to persue journalism or digital marketing. But my goal one of my huge goals is to attend university ans get a degree. I don’t care about what anyone else thinks, this is one of my biggest goals. Right now I’ve got two university choices

1. Goldsmiths university- journalism
2. Canterbury Christ church university – creative and professional writing foundation year

No matter which path I choose, I know that going to university is a huge step toward building the future I want. It’s not just about getting a degree; it’s about proving to myself that I can achieve something great and follow my passions.

I’m not letting doubt or other people’s opinions hold me back. This goal is mine, and I’m putting in the effort to make it a reality. No matter how challenging it gets, I’m committed to staying focused and pushing through.

Choosing between journalism and digital marketing might be hard, but I know that either way, I’m moving toward something that excites me and makes me feel proud. Here’s to the future and making dreams come true!